Irregular Choice

'It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards'

She had been too busy trying to transform herself into the kind of person who doesn’t need anything from anybody, a wall of pure bricks. In the meantime, she had forgotten that when people walk into walls of bricks, they get hurt.

No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention.
Well, get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole life will feel some day.
This is all practice.
Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters

Now it’s three in the morning and I’m trying to change your mind.
I left you multiple missed calls and to my message you reply:

"Why’d you only call me when you’re high?


When writers die they become books, which is, after all, not too bad an incarnation.

—Jorge Luis Borges (via floriental)

(Source: observando, via shoeboxtony)